Archive for October, 2006

letting go….

Wednesday, October 4th, 2006

if letting him go makes him really..then i’ll do it..actually from the start alam ko nman mali un eh..pero syempre pano mo mlalaman ung effect kung d mo itry dba??…but i really want to thank him for all the good times we had together..it really fun and memorable..i will miss him for sure..and i’ll never forget him..but for now..dpat iwasan na nmin ang isa’t isa khit mhirap gawin…dali sabihin pero sobra hrap gawin..lalo na npamahal n cya sken…so now im letting him go..aayusin na nmin ung mga buhay nmin..we will start all over again..separate lives…but i want him to know that i really love him..very much…thanks sa noodles ha…study hard….JREM…till we meet again…mwah

heartaches….

Wednesday, October 4th, 2006

here i go again…blog…hehehe..well at this point in time i feel really sad and confused…i really don’t know what to do…feeling ko ngayon npaka stupid ko…pumayag ako maging second prize lng…although it was my choice..pero bkit nahu2rt ako..at first i thought it will just be a purely fun and enjoyment for me..pero lately..npapansin ko ngiging serious na tlga ako..and im starting to fall in love with him..my golly..it was really hard for me to leave him kc evrytime na nkikita ko cya malungkot at lasing parang ang hirap…ayaw ko cya pabayaan..kaya lng..some things are not really meant for us..most hardest thing is hindi ako ung dahilan kung bkit cya mlungkot but i am always there to support..grabe!tawag dun kamartiran..haaayyy…i hope i can surpassed all this pain inside my heart..